The kids are in bed. I’m watching one of my favorite movies from when I was in high school (“The Breakfast Club”). And it is so quiet. I’m having a hard time with the quiet. No one to talk with. Just me and my thoughts. And I really don’t want to listen to the things going on in my head right now.
It’s during the quiet that I have the hardest time. I think of all the things that could happen to my husband. I fire up the computer and read what’s happening in the world and then I start to worry more. I am a Christian and I do believe that it is in God’s hands. I just wish the silence wouldn’t allow the fear and worry to creep in. The say that worry is doubting God. I really need to push it out of my head.
So for now, I’ll try to get lost in the movie and pray the worries away.
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